Is it over yet?

I hate this waiting. Still waiting. I sort of go back and forth between hope and hopelessness. Yesterday I was not sure it took. Today I think it could be possible. I am way tired, but that could be because it is gray and yucky outside. I am just not sure I feel pregnant. I feel like I have had all the “pregnancy symptoms” at some point or another before. I just do not trust them, they seem way too close to PMS symptoms. The only sign I trust is a missed period. At least I have not gotten my period yet. So I probably should not give up hope yet.

My mother sends me messages every couple of days to remind me that I am in her thoughts and that she supports me. It is sort of sweet. Nice to know she is supportive.

Still hanging on…


3 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Soxy Deb
    Dec 10, 2008 @ 21:22:00

    You’ll POAS this weekend right? You can hold on just a couple more days…I know you can.I’m keeping a good thought for you.


  2. emilythehopeless
    Dec 10, 2008 @ 22:20:00

    the wait is a killer.. sending hugs! hope you get great news 🙂


  3. Guera!
    Dec 12, 2008 @ 00:07:00

    Hang in there. I know it’s not easy!


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