Beginning of the End

That is the thought I had after talking with my RE’s office.

I started my period today, and I called the RE’s office to get birth control.  I am hoping that  i can get a day off in July so that I can transfer in Late July.   If not, I will have to wait until September or October.  (Which may not be bad either.)

I only have 4 embryos left.   We have already decided not to do another stimulation cycle.

This next cycle is it.  After this next cycle I am done and I have to move on, no matter the outcome.  We are not having any more children if this next cycle does not work.

I will be disappointed to not be able to give Alton a sibling.  I always wanted two children, and that is not something which will happen for us.  (At least from where I am sitting now.)

I hate it.  Do not like having to let this go.  It is not fair.

 

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